On Sunday my friend came over and we had a really good time, talking, laughing, watching films and eating tones of food. It was a great idea to invite her, since Kurt was visiting His brother and wasn't on skype that day. We got to talk for a little bit though, because He called me on my mobile phone. It seems so normal when He calls or texts me... As if WE were a normal couple. As if calling each other didn't cost a fortune lol.
On Sunday I also bought an xbox game for my Teddy Bear. I wanted to keep it a secret and send it to Him, but as always, the second I saw Him on cam I needed to tell Him. I really get excited when I know I can make Him very happy, so it's unpossible for me to have secrets like that. Now I just need some money to send it to England...
My grandfather called my dad a bad parent. He said that if he was responsible for me, it would take him less than an hour to make sure Kurt would never come back to Poland. When I hear stuff like this it always upsets me. Kurt says he doesn't care what other people think of us, and I know He is being honest... But it is not just that they say we won't last that makes me very sad. It's them saying that Kurt isn't appropriate for me, that He probably wants tu use me and leave me and them thinking we are pathetic for being together. They offend the person I love the most in my life and It hurts me really bad.
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