But if you try sometime...You get what you need

On Saturday we had a little fight that ended with him saying fuck off. It did upset me a lot, I was suprised he'd talk to me like that and soooo disappointed. I couldn't sleep... I was sad and mad and obviously I didn't think much about the reason he got so annoyed (so that he'd be the only one to blame). Anyway the next day I waited for him to come and we talked and everything was perfect again. It's good we can't really stay mad at each other for a long time.

My parents allowed me to go to England and stay with him for a few days during my winter break.  It's going to be so amazing since no one will tell me to go home at 7pm and shout at me that I'm ignoring my family...  I can't wait to meet his parents and friends although I'm a bit worried they won't like me. I sometimes get very shy, so maybe they'll think im being awkward... Or maybe I won't be able to understand them ( since I'm not a native english speaker and they dont have the same accent as Kurt). I hope everything will be fiiineeee though......

I'm going to travel by plane for the first time and I'm really excited about that... and nervous. I don't know what to  do on the airport and i'm worried about that security control. There sure  will be something wrong with me and people will get so annoyed xD


It's just me being paranoid.