And for the second time, He is gone.

He went home yesterday, and I cried so much. I remember the last time, when after no more than five minutes I was able to stop. Obviously, it doesn't mean I wasn't upset anymore but somehow I managed to think about talking to Him on Skype the next day or even Him coming back to Poland because I knew He would and I knew the date. It's different this time. I might see Him in February, I might not. It may not be sooner than April until WE see each other again and I know it's going to be difficult for me.

I love Kurt, there is no doubt about that. When He is here, I'm happier than ever... He makes me feel amazing even when we only see each other on cam. I want to be with Him despite the 2,5h flight tearing us apart and I hope and belive WE can do that...

Even if others say we can't.



Sorry for the mistakes I probably made. I'm not a native english speaker, so it's a bit more difficult for me to write immaculately. I hope you understand and forgive :P